They’re like
Nigga we’re tired of hearing you pour
Out your heart about how you’re in the struggle and you’re at war
With yourself and how you’re not confident and you’re insecure
I know you don’t want to hear that story anymore
Nigga ain’t you tired of telling it?
Ain’t you tired of not being relevant?
Ain’t you tired of talking about your ex and your relatives
Digging up skeletons
Yeah I am fucking tired
I’m tired of working at myself, I want to be perfect already
I’m tired of the dating process, I want to know what’s certain already
I’m tired of questioning if God is real, I want to get murdered already
But I’m so tired of always being so fucking tired
I’m tired of my day job and I just want to get fucking fired
I’m tired of trying to create dope shit because everything I make now really fucking sucks
So even in my favourite things in this life, I’m all out of fucking luck
People keep on messaging me, trying check up on on me and I really wish I could give a fuck
I don’t even give a fuck about myself if I’m keeping it a buck
And I’m just so tired of not having anyone I can trust
I’m tired of not knowing if people really love me or if I’m just the object of their lust
It’s tough,
People see you “doing good” and think that’s all there is to it
Not knowing that you’re really fucking going through it
That people keep on trying to hit you with their bullshit
As if Nigeria isn’t already fucking tough enough to deal with
And I’m fucking tired of how rough it is out here
Everyone is looking out for themselves and no one really cares
Don’t you guys know how far we would go together if we all looked out for each other?
Don’t you know we could lift ourselves out of this shit if we all acted like sisters and brothers?
Honestly, I’m tired
First of all
Fuck the government
I don’t even have the energy to start so I’m not going to say what I want to say about our president
Fuck the politicians and the ruling class
I’ve never seen anyone with their head stuck so far up their ass
Fuck the police
I wish we could all just take to the streets but we’re all ignorant fucking cowards
All we know how to do is tweet
Fuck you if you see shit happening and only kind of care when it gets trended
Fuck you for your complacency, I don’t care if you get offended
Fuck you if you think a woman out at night has no business being out
People are getting robbed, raped and killed
And that’s what you want to worry about?
I know there’s only so much you can strive to achieve when every fucking thing makes you just want to leave
But we have to decide the type of people we want to be
Better or basic
Enslaved or free
You decide.